Life or something like it

California Dreamin

2009-07-14T01:47:00.000-07:00

So, its about 4 days until my 18th birthday. I have been waiting for this as long as I can remember. I am in california righ now, on vacation with Juli, Adam and their kiddos. Shellee and Adam also came as did Joey and Genevieve and Papa. I tihnk thats everyone. Weve stayed at John and Marys Ranch, Austrias House (right next to the beach!), Richards (AMAZING house and awesome pool) and today were heading to Monicas I believe then we are going up to chico to visit Adam Sagers dad and stay tere for two days then we are homeward bound on friday (Which also happenes to be my birthday) This trip has been SO much fun, Ive been able to go to the beach and swim and just relax in california, its so nice, I could totaly live here. Juli and Adam have been awesome to ride with, Adam lets me use his Zune (Thank God!) I need ot for the 8 hour drives. I also get to use his Laptop. Theyve been really awesome I am really appreciative and gratefull they let me tag along. When I get back to Oregon on friday around 4 or 5 in the afternoon Abby and I are going to start moving my stuff, move as much as we can (oh yeah did I mention that Im moving in with Abby?!) I am very excited, I am going to be going to CCC and such, or at least that is the plan. But as I know to well nothing ever goes according to plan. We are going to go camping for my birhday I am excited, though I will admit that I'll miss my little brothers quite a bit, I remember last summer when I was living with max I started to miss them ALOT, like I as homesick fo them, I have a feeling itll be the same this time. Ill have to make sure I visit every now and then. I am excited to get my stuff back. I hope everything works out well with lib=ving with aby, Im a little stressed and worried about it, anxious and overwhelmed, pretty much every emotion you would feel if you were coming up on the day youve been waiting foryou whole life and on that day you are driving home fe=rom cali then moving to a new home and ugh theres so much crapo. I am lucky to have abby in my life, i love her, shes awesome, what would i do without her.oi! Ive been feeling very sentimental lately, I hate it, Im getting sad thinking about all these ola memorys I though I was over, its like they are a boomerang, no matter how hard I throw, they keep coming back. sorry Im full of lame analogys. o Im gonna post some pics then beddybye time

ah Snow go Away

2008-12-25T13:43:00.000-08:00

I was just messing around bored on the computer, and it might be willy, not willie. Whatever, but this is for abby and my zine we are are starting up. there will hopefully be some other contributers to the zine. Abbys brother put some shit in it and ill be doing more of the photography stuff rather than writing. I was hoping to get it done by Jan 1st, but thats not gonna happen, damn snow. Anyways, I know the first one up there is creepy, but you know what, im a wierd person, I think its interesting, so suck it hah. "Ive got my copies, Ive got my origonal, so suck it"-the office. so yeah, these pics are just me messing around with ideas. I am excited for this thingy :)

See, I do do hte dishes, PROOF
Travis and me at Grandmas on thanksgiving, I look like shit,

this is me at grandmas helping Julie make about a bajillion peanut butter balls..

I worked today, ugh but I got to hang out w/Jamee

2008-08-04T20:38:00.000-07:00

Blonde of the day, I was Bored

2008-08-01T21:04:00.000-07:00

I have blonde hair now

2008-07-31T23:07:00.000-07:00

Heres some random pics from the past couple days:

It looks yellowish in these two up top but its more platinum looking w/o flash ^^^

mmhmm So there, for all you people who were asking to see my Blonde hair

2008-06-21T14:42:00.000-07:00

sunny days chasin the clouds Away

2008-05-15T19:14:00.000-07:00

Today was a Nice day
It was sunny
and hot
and stress free
exept right now
my parents are yelling at me to get off the comp
whatever

I cut off my Hair...

2008-05-14T16:07:00.001-07:00

Yesterdays Photography Expedition

2008-04-28T15:15:00.000-07:00

My Photography Pics

2008-04-25T20:19:00.000-07:00

Eyes

2008-04-25T20:00:00.001-07:00

a Crapload of Pictures of Me

2008-04-25T16:42:00.000-07:00

"Only Negative in My Eyes"

2008-04-24T00:48:00.000-07:00

lmao

2008-04-23T21:47:00.000-07:00

I found these Just now while I was going through my Oldd Pictures, They are Hilarious..to me, Especially concidering...hahahahahahaha

4 Pics of Me

2008-04-22T15:48:00.000-07:00

More Pictures

2008-04-21T20:13:00.000-07:00

um, I got bored today and took some...okay okay, LOTS, of pictures. A few of them are from last week. buuut yeah, ew nail clippings. anyways my nose hurts. cause your something like a phenomena...baby..sleep with the lights on . dont fall asleep with the moter on. babyyyyy.

You can call me Vain, narcassistic and oh so shallow, but Im just a bored girl with a Camera.
=]

So Life Resumes

2008-04-20T16:15:00.000-07:00

Today I found out that I have officially Passed my GED. I got my writing test graded and that was the last test. I am now officially NOT a highschool student anymore. Crazyness.
Since about Thursday I have been staying at home alone with my brothers because my Dad was in the Hospital and my mom stayed with him. Today my Dad got out and it seems he is doing good. I think he is about to sleep right now. AND I was a good kid and I did not throw a party or Invite people over, So I give myself props.Anyways I am going to drive to Freddies and Safeway and stuff I am so happy.yay. I cant wait to get my liscense in may...well actually I can wait,obviously,I have to, but I hate it.
Neeks stayed the night for awhile too because she was sick, we pretty much just sat around watching friends and talking.
I am waiting Impatiently to see if I got the job at Freddies or Albertsons,
I applyed for Both Jobs Online and so yeah thats me while Applying:

It would be so awesome if I did. I have to ask Jamee where she is applying to, cause it would be awesome if we could work together. mmm I need a Job soooon. I need money and I will really aprreciate the general freedom it entails. I want to get a Laptop and a Cellphone and a new AMAZING camera...Plus I want a car and Ill need a Job to pay for Insurance and all that jazz
mmmk Im gonna go now

P.S:Im rich! lolz
Random Recent Pics:

Some People

2008-04-16T20:24:00.000-07:00

Some poeple really know how to Push my Buttons. Some people, Even though I love them, I hate them. Some people annoy me so Much I want to scream.Some People are so rude they make me want to verbally Attack them. Some people dont know what it means to be a friend.Some people Dont understand me and Never will.Some people Dont have enough respect and trust for Other poeple.Some people make me want to freaking Slap them In the face. Some epople will never know what its like to live like me.

The most Awesome Best Friends(on tv)

2008-04-15T20:03:00.000-07:00

Watch this!!:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=HTGv8xTByio

Jobbers

2008-04-14T22:06:00.000-07:00

I am Applying for Jobs at Freddies and Albertsons and all that Jazz.
I reeeally want a Job.
Soon.
haha, hopefully fred meyers.
I waited in line at Customer Service for like 20 minutes and then the kid told me You can only Apply online.
ohh well.
It is much Easyer.
Im gonna watch a movie right now.
I memorized my SS from all this Job apllyingness.
thats is a horriblly spelled word.
mmmmk

Fridaay:

2008-04-11T19:50:00.000-07:00

Social Studies Mt. Hood Community College 4/3/2008 II {730 99}
Science Mt. Hood Community College 4/3/2008 II {590 82}
Language Arts, Reading Mt. Hood Community College 3/31/2008 IC {670 96}
Mathematics Mt. Hood Community College 4/10/2008 II {450 31}

Well those are my GED scores so far in the Brackets. I know I did sooo bad on Math...ohh well.I am waiting for my English Scores I might have to wait to weeks, Its making me nervous.

ahaa! I get to start hanging out with Jamers!!!!!!!!
*runs around screaming with joy*

Guess What?!?!

2008-04-10T15:06:00.000-07:00

I have Completly finished ALL my GED tests. I am so relieved. I 90% sure that I passed these last two. Today I took Math(eechhh) and Writing. I know that I did really good on the multiple choice part of the writing one, but I dont know about the Essay part. I have a feally I did really bad in Math, but Im not suprised considering I hate math.

Oh my Goodness I am SO flipping sore from the work out on wednesday. My abs and My thighs...THIS is GOOD though!! haha. it means that Im actually burning fatness.
YaY!

2008-04-08T16:19:00.000-07:00

My Japanese/Asien Lovery Things:

Other Pictures that I have nothing to do with so Ill put em on here =] :

I just Worked out!
Skitz is such a Good big Brother
ohhh! I look skinnyer already =D
Before

(I had to clean my room before I got on the Computer) haha

During
After!! all Clean..
Sleepy Kitty.
My Make-up Yesterday,, Prettyfull
Eyes are Fascinating.
SMileeees
sleepy Baby
LMAO(Literally)
this is my Before pic for the workout class..I will be Skinnyer by Summer!!
Im a Dork-Tron
Sneaky kids.
music makes me hyper
.....just me..smiling..fascinating..jhaha j/k
I LOVE COFEE!!

Sleepy Eyes

2008-04-06T08:07:00.000-07:00

Well I have to go to church today..woohoo..
Im probly gonna fall asleep during the sermon
cause I am extremely tired
I want to sleep
but there is nowhere to sleep
...
Maybe Joey wouldnt notice if I just pushed him off the couch onto the floor...cause he is sleeping
Great Plan
I think my eyes are gonna Fall out
and my Head will roll off my shoulders
where to sleeeep?
I did sleep a little earlier but the uncomfortablness made me wake up

Im actually finishing my GED stuff on thursday
because I am thats the reason
I like my shoes
and my Pants
and my shirt
my face feels all droopy

I just yawned for like 6 seconds
anyways I better go try to sleep a little bit

For Forever and a Day (miss you Jamers)

2008-04-05T00:19:00.000-07:00

Is Ignorance Bliss??

So Tomorrow I am going to finish my GED testing, I have already taken 3 tests and

Passed them all (Reading, Social Studies and Science) and now I have to do Math and writing. I am confidant that I will Pass them too I passed the other three without taking any prep classes or studying. They are very easyI dont know how Anyone could possibly Fail. Though I am extremely Tired So maybe I should wait for monday to Take the last two tests.
I have Been Driving alot recently, Which is good because I get my License in the end of May and I only have like 10 hours but I need 100 so I have to catch up on my hours. There have been some Tense Moments in the car with my Parents. according to my Mother we almost Crashed Yesterday but the way I see it is that I was fine until she yanked on the wheel. Well it doesnt really matter. I think I need to drive at least 2 hours a day to make up all my hours by May. I Love driving though so Its all chill.
On Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays I have been taking Cardio workout classes with Shellee, my Aunt, and it has been really fun. I am looking foward to getting back into shape. not that I was ever 'in' Shape to begin with. Ive always been a Lazybutt who prefers to sit around watching T.V instead of going for a walk or something. which I am saying for the Record right now that will Officially Stop that And start eating right! ....Yeah I say that until my mom makes some Delicious Meat Dinner and then Im just like 'screw that' and I stuff my Face.
and Thats pretty much all thats going on right now in my life. just Boring teenager stuff.

This is Jamee

She Listens to all My Lame Problems

She sticks with me even though we cant hang out

She is a Posative Influence in my Life

I respect and Admire her

I miss you more than you know General Vocabulary(haha)

We never Fight

We are Complete Dorks

We are Hackie Sak buddies

I would jump up and down for 20 minutes screaming and laughing with Amazement if we were aloud to start hanging out again.

Recent Pictures and Skizz!

2008-04-02T19:26:00.000-07:00

This is my Kitty, I think his names gonna be Skizz(short for Schizophrenic) but Im not sure. maybe Diablo or Muerte (AdamK's suggestions) haha the kitty can be kinda evil, like today he attacked my face and scratched my nose.. hes still cute though. He likes to cimb onto my shoulder at night when Im laying on my side and sleep there. He is such a spazz, when I am doing my makeup in the morning he will run and leap onto my leg and then claw his way all the way up to my shoulder, I just quietly curse to myself and tell him 'no', but he doest know what 'no'means which Im gonna have to change.
Wow, hes actually looking at the camera, this was taken right before he launched himself onto Joeys head, haha.

He really didnt what me to hold him cause he was running up and down the hall doing these cute little leap jumping things.

Skizz likes playing with David and Joey, pretty much anyone, though I dont think he likes little kids cause when natti was over he hissed at her...I think Shellee said he hissed at her too so maybe its just that he doesnt like people he doesnt know.
yeah, Just a random picure of me... its what I do.
He fell asleep on my leg after playing with david for a hour or so...until I took this picture, he woke up with the flash, and took off as fast as possible down the hall and hid in my room.
omg hollister baby! just kidding, this is just another random picture of me from yesterday... I do this alot..meaning I take pictures of myself alot using all different camera settings, its entertaning.
So this is Joey, he looks like collin ferrell doesnt he??exept for joeys cleaner looking..and definately younger looking.

can you see it??well the eyebrows are the same and stuff, I think when hes older he will look even more like collin ferrell, like when he gets a five o clock shadow and more mature facial fatures, hell be such a chick magnet haha.

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Me and Joey joking around being dume..buts

A random picture of me haha I know youll say 'emo' but no Im not I despise them emo creatures.
Me hanging out and watching skizz be a spazz.
aww we are so cute. haha
very First picture taken of the Skizz. yes THE SKIZZ!

Dork Trons

He was fascinated with the water from the Faucet, but every time I turned it all the way on he would run and hide behind the other faucet.
ohh yeah, your not hardcore unless you live hardcore =P
and the legend of the rent was way hardcore.
well my exuse is that we were up till like 3 in the morning being complete dume.buts. Im not sure if that can be Joeys exuse haha

As you can see Skizz(muerte diablo?) definately did not wat to be Held yesh that was a painful picture.

ohh yum kitty. haha, I dont know.

Old Times

2008-03-30T19:26:00.000-07:00

Me and Abby

Why do their have to be Titles?

2008-03-08T23:55:00.000-08:00

so awesome glad that Alright well, Today I helped Juli paint her living room, its pretty though itll need another coat. other than that I sat around watching t.v. I got a really bad tummy ache for some unknown reason and so I couldnt go with them to RedRobin..lame. but my tummy hurt really bad and they brought the delicious Banzaii Burger home for me, it was soo yummy, like heaven...In a BOX. hahaha, Yes thatll be my new saying the first being : "Death In a Bottle" and now: "Heaven in a Box". yeah Im awesome haha. anyways, I have Evil Blogging shoulders again, I hate them, they make me soooo glad im not doing online school anymore,-I would have to sit in front of the dang computer about 5 hours a day, it was hell on my back and I suppose my eyes too-..Im really thirsty, okay well Im just rambeling right now but thats okay.... deal with my bad grammer kids. My feet are cold, and my fingers, i wish I had a Laptop. anyways....... I say anyways alot, I know, its wierd...
I made this picture like a year ago, do I need a reason to post it?....

oh and this is me with my New glasses, they are pretty much the most awesome things in the world...haha today Natti said to me "valarie why do you say that word all the time" and I was like "what word?" and she said "awesome"..or something like that, it was cute..

Stupid Blogging Shoulders

2008-03-06T15:19:00.000-08:00

oww, My shoulders hurt really badly from sitting here and trying to make this stupid thing. and now Jeremiah wants me to hold him... at least hes not slammin on the keyboard. okay so, a blog entry, this is pretty sweet I guess. Jeremiah is now noticing the keyboard..haha.. no dont touchllk...I put monsters Inc on for...dangit.....hold on..okay so Jeremiah is sitting on my lap with the cap of a pen and he keeps dropping it and saying "uh oh" and I keep having to stop and pick it up. omg he did it again..oh now hes crawling away...watching monsers inc again...okay so Anyways..In my blog as you have probly noticed I wont do very much Grammer or spelling crap, mostly cause im to lazy to so ill just write in one long run-on sentance...this doesnt mean that I dont know proper grammer and stuff I just choose not to do it cause ..yes, I am that Lazy, also I just dont want to. which really would be the same thing. ..byee